I celebrated black today.
Picked my grunge ass up and wore black to college. Drove like i wanted to. With my (only neat pair of) Converse controlling the break and the speed. Mind untouched, eyes fixed on nothing.
Bought a black S 'nu stud' for my left ear upper hole.
Bared myself to Ritz, barred that complicated lump from chocking my relationship and self.
She understood. Smoked.
I was criticized by two of my favorite people.
But, I remained honest. I love being this compulsive honest bitch. Ha! 'nu sadism'.
... is what you may call it.
I simply put it this way,
'a girl in black with a heart of the most pink. never otherwise.'
and that's how you learn to love yourself. =)
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